Ugly Surprise

That's the funny thing about anxiety and depression. It hits you by surprise. You don't know where or when. Suddenly it's just there.

You make spontaneous things to distract you, you'd be judge bored and impulsive.

You decide to stop and take a rest, you'd be judge lazy.

You try to seek help and understanding from people, you'd be judge shallow and superficial.

That's the funny thing about anxiety and depression. It hits you by surprise. You don't know where or when. Suddenly it's just there.

You'd breakdown and show your weakness, you're a cry baby.

You'd complain how difficult is your day to get by, you're weak.

They compare you from them and say it's different. You make decision you think is wise for yourself, they'd say you're irrational.

That's the funny thing about anxiety and depression. It hits you by surprise. You don't know where or when. Suddenly it's just there.

You'd want them to acknowledge how you feel but they'd say things to uplift you then you get your feelings suppressed.

They'd say you'd have to be strong and follow through but they won't understand.. you, yourself, can't even understand you.

They'd want you to tell them your woes but when you do, they'd still judge you.

You decide to be quiet and it's still your fault.

That's the funny thing about anxiety and depression. It hits you by surprise. You don't know where or when. Suddenly it's just there.

You'd hid through smiles that we're really a cry for help.

You laugh through the pain.

You pretend you're strong. You wake up everyday like it's just another normal day.

You get by. Same woes, same foes. You fight through it. You follow through.

But guess what...

That's the funny thing about anxiety and depression. It hits you by surprise. You don't know where or when. Suddenly it's just there.